Remembering, everything about my world þ

and when you came

Wondering if the change you’d bring means

nothing else would be the same

Did you know what you were doing?

Did you know?

Did you know how you would move me?

Well, I don’t really think so.

But the night came down and swept us away

                         And the ***stars, they seemed to paint

                              ©The most elaborate scene to date..©

hey..well yesterday was just wonderful :) well i got up and showered then kel came over and helped me get the cover off the pool. and everyone starting coming over. clurr, nick n kayla came later.. we went swimming. the usual way getting thrown and pushed in. we got out and talked for a bit then kayla showed up.. YEaH i was excitedd.. then we ate cake.. opened presents. and had pizza ( we went outta order okay?) well i got bricks n 2 shirts ( taking back sunday and hawthorne heights!) from kelly. haha.. money from dan.steph.adam.&megan movie ticket from kevin. greenday cd from john. mae cd and reeses from kristyn my chemical romance cd from kayla balloon and a stuffed animal from nick. it was just amazinggg.. i love all you guyss. just having you guys there was the best gift. i really didnt need all those presents.. well then we went n played pool then we went swimming for a bit more and my cds were getting soaked so i had to move them. then nick showed up finally (lol) in plad pants! ( inside joke with kristyn. one of those had to be there things) so we ended up going swimming somemore. that was fun they had chicken fights and everything else. then a bunch of us hoped the fence and jumped in adams pool which was like a bajillion degrees warmer! then people started getting picked up :( it ended up just being me nick adam steph megan n clurr. then we went swimming like 2 more times. played some basketball. then clurr had to go so me megan n steph went back to my house real quick. to change.. and i had cake with the fam and opened presents i got a green polo with matching earrings and adidas moves perfume.. YEAHHH!! then we went over to adams again. well actually they scared us on my porch so we went inside and played pool. which i beat adam! well then steph n megan left so it was just me nick n adam. we just sat down there and talked then went up to the kitchen and messed with the letters on the fridge.. that was funnnn then went out on the porch talked some more. then around midnight they went back to adams. i was suppose to call them 15 minutes later so i called like 30 minutes later cuz my dad wouldnt go to bed. so i was sitting upstairs picking up my room. so i called them. just like old times first thing they ask. well actually nick asks. flash us. uhhh NO. lol hey had me listen to that rap crap they were watchin on tv.. well then they went back to watching tv so i came downstairs and watched some blue collar comedy tour: THE MOVIE.. it was hilariousss! so then i went up to bed. was fixing the windows cuz we turned the ac back on! said hi to adam n nick again. so then went to sleep. cuz i had cross in the morning. well i got up and got ready for practice then caitlin took me to victorias secret to get my present. i got a pair of underwear and a sweatshirt.. it soo cute i love ittt! well then we headed over to practice then i remembered it was all the way at swan creek now not wildwood. and it was too late to get there so i went home and ran a bit. but i hate running by myself. its just not fun. so i only ran like 2 miles tops. so that wasnt a good. well came home and went outside to clean up. saw nick n adam said hi to them. jumped in the shower got dressed. called adam talked to him for a bit, i guess nick left :( without even saying goodbye to me.. aww well. lol. went over and got my icecream bars from adams house. sat upstairs in my room bored and now im making dinner and im in the mood to watch the notebook. i feel so weird right now. like i feel sad. and i dont know why.. its just not cool. but im looking forward to thursday. i really need it to work out. cuz i need a break from everything. well im gunna finish dinner and find soemone with the notebook cuz im watching it tonight. i dont care how. im gunna find it lol. well talk to you laterrr.. i LOVE YOU GUYSS<33

Just because you’re leaving,
      ©doesn’t mean I’m letting you go. ©
                            --The O.C.